~Silly Fox~

2011-03-20T00:49:00.002+08:00

been so long since i blog! wx why u block ur blog?!?! roar!! haha

anyway things now has been going quite crazy... all the events, fluctuations in health, studies rushing... ahhhhh

its holiday!!!! but dun feel anything near it... hmmph!! how i wish i got all the time in the world... i wanna do so many things!!! i wanna learn cooking, learn baking.. i wanna have all the money to spend.. i wanna do so many things... hmmph!!! but anyway gotta sleep soon.... tomorrow still gotta do homework!! hmmph!

Zach

2011-02-04T22:11:00.002+08:00

yoooO!! i am missing orientation already!!! just like many other OGLs...

but hey because of this orientation thing... my social circle just widen by a huge leap.. and suddenly i feel that ia ms o lucky that i am almost closer to everyone by 1 step...

hmm! orientation was really fun... 1st day sucks tho... all the admins and briefings and all.. bored the J1s... gave them bad impression...

but the 2nd day rocks cuz everyone was so high... ORION 6!! we won all the station except 1 lost.. and 2 draw.. aww the 2 station that draw sucks! really!!

one station was the wat acid river thing.. shit thing that u have to put 6 pieces of news paper and cross to the other side.. same for the opponent team.. then the stupid Game facil nv say instruction properly.. we tot that must cross faster than the other team... not that both team must cross within a time limit... then he still has the nerve to scold my OG!! but anyway that was when i first felt like a father... really.. i didnt really treat them like my sons and daughters.. but when the GF scolded them.. i felt so hurt inside.. but anyway my debrief rocks la... like teach them dun anyhow say sorry these all.. no need too kind hearted and all... like how a father would educate their children.. but anyway those just came out so naturally... didnt really plan it out...

next is this stupid chopstick station.. also the last station

everyone was super tired in my group.. but due to our super strong bond.. we all are happy and decided to win this one last station.. it was to steal a chopstick from the opponent team without getting ours stolen.. while we have to lock our arms together... the opponent team.. 2 shits! tho generally they are already super rough.. but there is this stupid indian girl who is so rough and hurt one of my group member.. then her hip got elbowed... physically injured! then there is this stupid stalker who keep stalking this small girl in my group since pri sch.. then still touch her leg while takign the chopstick and made her cry cuz she phobia of him... emotionally injured!

dam them! i felt so helpless and all.. dunno what to do... couldnt stop them cuz i didnt know until they got injured... then there is this handsome guy, also my last year OGL's bro, bernard.. he keep protecting the girls with all he got.. really with all he got.. touching la..

in the end.. the girls still gave us this memo and chocolates to us OGL.. so touching!! roar!!

then the next 2 days is just my CG... not really bonded.. quite sucky.. i ownself high nia.. missed the O6.. but last day was fun.. all the house time.. jokes.. dance.. craziness and movies under the star.. which was more like chatting under the stars...

ok thats all for orientation..

but anyway nowadays i find that a lot ppl are getting closer to me.. opening up more to me.. feel dam happy man.. am i finally not a lone wolf? aw.. lets see how man..

still got the weekend to be busy.. studies.. test.. homework.. and health! my health sucks now.. my fitness dropped..

after 2 weeks of junk food.. i went to run 2km today.. did just 1 set of pyramid for pull up, 1 superset for push up, and some sit ups... and i felt so shit.. so dam tired.. is totally cuz i lack of nutrition and i didnt exercise for the past 2 weeks.. really regretted it... and no bananas!! dam no stock..

things has been going quite smoothly for me.. i hope it continues!

anyway i got 186 dollar for new year ang bao this year.. compared to others, it is actually super good already... but anyway that 186 included of my mothers 80 dollar ang bao.. and my father didnt gimme ang bao! at least gimme a 2 dollar ang bao for the sake of tradition right? wtf sia.. and yeah i am now so confident in front of my relative.. everyone was talking about how slim i am now.. haha and now i can converse with them very easily.. but anyway it is all good now! haha.. gotta sleep soon le! tmr gotta study hard and train hard!!

sweet dreams and nites to me

Cheers
Zach~

2011-01-29T08:47:00.002+08:00

omg i have like 2 mins left to type...

just a summarized one... gonna add on another full post later...

ORIENTATION ROCKS!!! not just cuz it is fun... my OG rox... they are so quiet and shy on the first day.. then after that 2nd day all so bonded together... all those going to appeal chose not to appeal... they rox... they even give me a memo notebook with everyone writing something in there and 2 nice chocolate.. we only gave them like a 3 dollar chocolate for everyone to share lol...

they are so freaking good!!! and the feeling u have when u successfully led one group of ppl is so dam great, i also understand how it feels like to be a parent, or at least i felt a tint bit of it.... it hurts to see them get injured physically or emotionally... ahhh anyway they rox and i rox!!!

Cheers! ORION!
Zach

2011-01-22T07:24:00.001+08:00

blogging on behalf of ytd..

help 4 times, but repayed with evil for 4 times

sometimes i just wish i have some powers, and i will definitely make the world a better place

Cheers?
Zach

2011-01-20T05:31:00.002+08:00

its thurday!! another day for another challenge! haha!

this is a 5 min buffer period for my hard boiled egg to be done... hmm yeah, i am bringing food to sch nowadays! cuz i wanna get down my lifestyle right and nice!

healthy lifestyle is really so important... dunno how to emphasize it... i dunno maybe it is because of i slim down or that nutrition is just so important, that i managed to run 2.4km at a timing of 10.47 which is faster than anyone in s19, except javier who he actually last round he stomachache so he slowed down and i overtook him... but in fact he is much faster than that...

but seriously... 12.48 to 10.47? wow... but anyway i am waking up 3 or 4 o clock every morning to cook my own breakfast, my lunch that is to bring to sch everyday, and studying... then go to sch and aftersch maybe some exercise then i go back to sleep.. and the same thing happen again... everything is great except for the lack of sleep HMMPH!

but anyway i am glad i can actually make up some simple and super healthy meal.... steam fish, steam egg with minced meat, dry pan fry egg with minced meat, my very own super nice burger, salad with curry flavored chicken, and of cuz sometimes when i am lazy i will open my can of tuna and baked beans... ahh all are so healthy...

and yes today i am making egg and tuna mayo... which is super easy to make and exactly cuz i feel lazy... o ya not to forget about my banana case! haha which looks like some sex toy or what.. but nevertheless useful...

update on my weight, 79kg, and out of wellness... finally.. where got ppl in wellness do over 20 pull ups.. pui

ok anyway gotta go sch chiong hw liao...

Cheers~
Zach

2011-01-15T00:41:00.002+08:00

so so so many happenings nowadays...

ok lets talk about the thing on the top of my mind..

spirits, ghost, gods, religions.... those are the things i am most afraid of and most curious about...

when i was young, till recently, i did not believe in the existence of any of them... however, maybe from the influence of my peers and friends, i have shifted to the middle, the zone where i am stuck and confused...

well i always believe in logic and science, cuz it explains everything about life, but what about those stories my friends told? hmm... anyway, this just aroused my curiousity, and when i have the time, i am definitely going to visit different religions to find out more about these all, but of course, above anything else, i respect them.

now... 2011 has come, so there is a new class... first impression was that it is gonna be a fun class... but after a few days, i find it rather not.... my 1s19 mates are acting wierd, sometimes i feel left out, sometimes i feel scared... but anyway i am a lone wolf to begin with.... but still... i now know what to do already... why didnt i thought of it earlier? hmm, guess i just became more matured by a notch...

o ya there is this new GP teacher, Ms R! she is awesome, very nice teaching and consulting... a very very good teacher! and my cca, has changed coach, to a very good one.. to sum up, my previous coach was slack, popular, but i did not like her actually... the new one, strict, but i like him... ok anyway thats all...

ok here comes the part that i actually wanna talk about the most... communication!

i find that a lot ppl do not know the true meaning of communication.. sounds easy eh? a word commonly used and heard? but if u think deeper, communication is really a profound thing... let me just share what i found out about it... and there may be more to be discovered...

communication is like the only method that bond us human together... love? friendship? relationship? family ties? all of these are worthless if there is no communication, cuz only with communication can we build those bonds.. why?

if u do not understand the person, how are u gonna love him/her? will u even befriend a stranger? go into a relationship with that person? even family members are just nothing because they are the same as strangers without communication of course...

this is because we communicate to understand others better.. ever thought of why people who are happy tends to get even happier while those who are depressed get even more depressed? because those who are happy communicate more, through their body language (they move more when happy), words (they talk more when happy), and mix around with other ppl more... when depress one tends to be alone, talk less and express lesser.... thus they communicate... no one to understand these depressed people makes them even more depressed, more people to share joy makes one even happier...

communication is really so profound... maybe thats how conflict happens...

ok anyway i just found the time to tidy up my room, and bought some stuff from daiso (it rocks!) and now my room is nice! haha tomolo gonna wake up early after 6 hours of sleep only :(

so gotta sleep soon! nights!

Cheers~
Zach Tan Kah Sheng

2010-12-28T02:33:00.002+08:00

AH HA!

today is a GREAT DAY!

first off... i dream of a very cute girl.. hmm somehow my ideal girl..!! muahahahahaha!

here is the dream, summarized one...

bball training water break, lining up for water cooler cuz thirsty... finally my turn... then this newcomer, a girl, peck me on the cheek then keep talking to me... she hug my arm while we move to the next training place.. btw she said "EWW so sweaty... Hey you know a lot ppl think u very handsome..... wah ur muscle big sia.."

she has very short hair, dyed dark golden brown.. fair skin big eyes, calf muscle rather big.. great toned figure.. a bballer of cuz.. BUT THE THING IS I FORGOT TO ASK HER NAME!!!

ok then when i woke up... did my usual wash up, and my gum hurts! must be from that time i brush too hard with that super hard toothbrush.. then i cook a PERFECT soft boiled egg... IT IS REALLY PERFECT i nv saw one like this b4... let me describe.. it looks like a hard boiled egg with the egg white very jellyish... my first thought was OMG overcookeD! then i poke the egg yolk.. ALL WATERY JUST NICE!!! really perfect la!

then i ate the super healthy multi grain bread with my egg for breakfast.. then went to gym to train up! very effective! then went back home and cooked my super nice burger.. the patty is made up of a full chicken breast meat.!! imagine the amount of meat.. no oil so super healthy.. then i used my super healthy bread, with tomato, veggie, salsa then 3 chicken breast meat patty... the completed burger was about 5 - 6inch.. NOT EXASGERRATING! bigger than carls junior thick burger by a lot!

then i did my homework today SUPER FAST and effective! great man!

played dota.. 1 lousy match and others are great match! even though i lost one great match... haha super fun! kk i gonna sleep soon.. but anyway it is a great day today!!

Cheers
Zach~

2010-12-22T19:39:00.002+08:00

haha the previous post was about loneliness... well.. was really feeling lonely... actually i missed out on one part... it was a part when i was young... i used to pass time by looking at the clock and talking to the bunch of stuff toys.... time always pass so slowly... i have uno cards, 2 decks summore... i have pokemon cards, tons of them tho all are fake.... i have REAL WWE cards... but what for when i dont have anyone to play with.... well anyway... thats all for the loneliness.....

here comes my Basketball part!

played bball since sec 1... was really happy about bball even tho i dunno the real way of playing bball... might be fate or some kind of spirit that goes into my body and made me like bball... at first coach told us that bball is a super tough cca... some ppl even complain about the training, he even warn us that if we want to drop out now it is alright....

after hearing that, i did all training with all i could, i excelled even tho i am like one of the few who didnt play bball b4.. i got in the team in every selection.. sometimes i was even considered the main 5.. haha

my peak was when i am in sec 2, end of yr... tho no one actually rmb that match with jurong west or somethinglidat... ah i also forgot the sch name... but that match was actually when i played best.. the floor was slippery, my hand was even more slippery, but i just played... suddenly all stamina go into me.. i became the best scorer, defender, assist, attacker and everything... i am like the best player for that team... but just after a while no one remembered... aiya everyone just look down on me.... tho arrogant bastards!

but anyway i continued bball until sec 4... then jc.. ah dam those arrogant bastards again... they are so lousy yet so arrogant... totally spoil the game of bball, it is a TEAM game!!! not a game for u to show off to girls! dam it!

so cuz of the team members i did not join bball.. a bit of regret yet not... cuz i really hate playing with lousy ppl tho i like bball alot..

just recently there is this bball camp i tot that it was a 3 day camp for us seniors tho.. but i only went for the 1st day.... we played for 15 hours! FAST PACED! high standard playing! tho some are just solos... but of course there are some rest and meal time in between... so after the calculation we only bball for like 10 hours? around there haha....

now is the 3rd day of the camp.. still feel all the intense muscleaches! painful!

anyway talk about muscles.... there is this person called jack lalanne, he introduced this face workout and hand workout.. wow amazing! u work out ur muscles in yr body where seldom ppl workout, and the results? amazing! amazingly nice shaped body, face, hand... really nice!

haha anyway ytd went out with 3 girls! heehee.. of cuz is happy... just that no feel high.. wat a waste! anyway better not go into detials.. since they know this blog muahahahahahah!

thats all !

Cheers
Zach~

2010-12-15T23:39:00.003+08:00

may have mentioned earlier in some post... but this post is especially for this.... loneliness

i have feel lonely since i was like... 3 yrs old..... maybe that was first i know what is NOT lonely that is why i feel lonely...

it is always like that, gougou's expression and singapore's weather always reflects my feeling accurately.... but that is the wonderful-ness of things that has wide meaning and u can interpret it all u want...

yeah this morning... a bright sunshine, went to training, realised all cca members to me are just friends, none are close.... went home, sky getting darker..... tot things would be better, tried to cook, failed, swallow up my failed food and threw away others so as to avoid explanations....

i just felt so lonely... this feeling never gets away.... maybe just a brief moment, but nv for one whole day... i think about every time of this year i will do something.... well afterall christmas is nearby... reminds me of loneliness even more....

and this thing i would do almost everytime of this year is, typing "i am lonely" on google search engine.... about every year different things come up.... this year, a website similar to facebook, with a group of more than 13k member called "I am lonely" showed up as the first search result.

everyone was lonely in there, some shared why they are lonely, some seek for cure, i just try to guess why i am lonely...

its night now... it is raining... just hoping this feeling gets away... ... ...

Cheers
Zach

2010-12-13T14:21:00.002+08:00

just a thought...

I.. or rather everyone strives to strike a balance in everything, in life...

but to me, almost everyone has struck it wrongly. Because striking a balance does not exist between the best and the worst. Striking balance itself is the best, it is the best! Let me explain.

A quick example we always hear is, "Hey what do you want to be when u grow up?" then comes the next question "So how much u aiming to earn?"

A lot people will say that not too much, not too little... enough to maintain a stable and peaceful life... So true isnt it...

but to me, striking a balance is, "I want to be super rich, if i am the richest person on Earth, it will be even better." so where is the balance... here it comes, in another aspect of life, "How stressful do you want to be?" my answer will of course be "NO! Never will I want stress!"

however, other people's answer will be "Stress? well, it is good to have some sometimes, therefore i want not too much stress or too little stress."

there you go, my balance is that i want nothing of the bad (stress) and all of the good (wealth) to others, they want some of the bad and good but not all....

well, then again, refer to my first part... striking balance is being the best, and not being in between the best and the worst... therefore, i think everyone should strive a balance in life, in a bigger picture... with a goal and an aim, then we will be successful and happy in life... dont u think so? cuz happiness knows no boundary...

Cheers~
Zach

2010-12-11T19:43:00.003+08:00

ytd was a tiring day.... i was cooked up at home... nothing to do.. and kinda bored...

well found a new ragnarok server... love ragnarok! must be the best game i ever played.. even till now... muahaha..

just a side note, i used to like being an assassin a lot, because it gives off the lone wolf feeling, which is my favourite animal... but now it is Crusader!! cuz it looks so cool and impressive, just like how i would describe my favourite colour..

anyway sheena, barry, zheming and junfa went out with me ytd.. didnt know it was for my bday celebration... but yeah quite happy.. tho i showed no emotion... cuz i was really tired... was my first bday celebration from friend... nice shirt they bought me too.. haha, went to universal studio for a tour and witnessed the nicest firework i ever seen! super nice.. i even feel touched and feel like crying, tho i didnt cuz a lot ppl there.. haha

today there is my new table... well for this yr bday i got new com, new table, new chair, new specs and a new shoe soon.... well... afterall it is my first time buying those stuff, except for specs and shoe... my room has became very nice...

and yeah i caned my father today... why cant he listen and learn... using those tone.. argh! then now i have to feel guilty again... dam it all..

love my "dog"

Cheers
Zach~

2010-11-26T12:17:00.000+08:00

omg i heard this david garrett videos, he is a violinist, he plays violin until i can feel the tears naturally wanting to come out...

not touched or what, i am just amazed by the music... he is amazing!!

i am gonna learn violin, but of course piano too!!

Cheers~
Zach

2010-11-24T20:55:00.000+08:00

been a while eh...

so many things going on....

haha, there is this new class.... 2S17... seems like a fun class

psychology wave!! haha so fun testing people... not sure about others, but my guesses on their character are so far all correct :)

my training schedule!!! it is all train and all study!!! i am aiming for 30 pull ups by the end of this year, sprint at super fast speed and can endure!!!! ENDURE!!! speaking of training, the motivational video, about the champion, has helped be a great deal.. haha!! shiok!

o ya, tomorrow is the opening of NEX shopping mall!!! which is so near my house, luckily my bro and i stopped father from selling the house at that time :D

hmm o ya... wanxin asked me why seldom update now... well i intended and still intend to keep this blog as a life record...

many ups and downs in life tho.... i feel lonely still... nothing to hug anymore.. haha...
but anyway, this is just how i see myself, a lonely, barrier-fied, solitude sadness wolf.... sometimes i call myself silly fox tho...

o ya there is this book i am reading... Sun Tzu Art of war! haha sounds fun eh? halfway through!! gonna finish it soon!!

hmm o ya... i wanted to blog about HUMAN today!!

some of u may know or may not know that... i actually like observing humans...
i am super curious about what they are thinking and what they are saying, doing and so on...
somehow i find them quite easy to guess haha...

like for example, some ppl say i am superficial becuase i put appearance and wealth on heavy importance... but haha what they say actually reflects on them even being more superficial... and these words are usually heard from excited moments!! haha human, they lie dont they...

human, many like to avoid, especially when they know they made a mistake or contradicted themselves... they will not admit haha...

human are all egoistic (dunno spell), some say others are, but when they say "______ is so egoistic", they themselves are.... because this is actually a form of degrading ppl to show that they themselves are otherwise, in this case is to show that they are not ego.... isnt this egoistic? haha...

comfort zone.. wonder who came up with this term, it is amazing... comfort zone is such an important thing that almost everyone missed... everyone should widen their comfort zone, to bigger than this world, then can u achieve something u wan... tho, i am not that comfortable with everything yet haha...

no matter what, i just wan a companion, be it a true friend or a girlfriend.. argh!! just wanna get one... tho when i tell others this, they say i am despo... but read again! i wanna get one, but i didnt say anyone... one that can be my companion, forever that is... and not just anyone, so i am not a despo dam it...

wish myself good nights and sweet dream
Zach~ aka Kah Sheng

2010-09-22T17:05:00.002+08:00

a rant!

why do ppl like to put their happiness onto someone's sadness?

how can people just ignore others? dun they feel anything?

i really hate it when i sing and then people laugh at how sucky i sing it... not like it really sux a lot tho... "if i really sing well i will be a singer already" thats what she said, and she laughed... so sarcastically and so arrogantly... so if i excel in other things compared to others, i am given the rights to laugh so arrogantly? hey cmon then i will be laughing non stop... why cant they grow up in the head..?!?!

and why do people ignore me just as when they feel like it? cmon i asked a question, u either gimme a shrug if u dun feel like answering, if not answer! don u feel anything? dam these "skin" potential hypocrites....

roar!!

2010-09-19T10:49:00.002+08:00

ho~ usually blogging about anime... how about i blog about how anime relates with life...

nowadays.. i keep having the feeling of loneliness creeping up on me... really lonely... will start hugging my bag then... argh... dunno why too.. but that is when i start pondering over so many things...

why is that teacher so hated? why does she appear irritating? maturity, what is it? how to enjoy life? how to be successful?

for some, i have found that answer.. well it is just MY answer, not urs.. but let me share..

i have got a teacher who appears irritating and demanding.. most of the people doesn't like her... could be due to her voice? could be not... then i start observing her... (yeah i like to observe people, will elaborate more later) and i found out that, to me, she is transparent, i could see her intention and thoughts for her every actions..

well i would not say this is 100% accurate, but this is the impression she gives me with body language. she wants everything to be in her way, without hearing to people advice... she wants to be "good" to us, but her heart doesn't... earlier i said that anime relating life right? yeah and there it goes.. in anime, even though it is just an animation, it has interesting and exciting plots, sometimes even teaching us the way of life.... some i found really does seems true... at first i thought that when u do good, NO matter if ur heart wants or anot, people will appreciate it.. but it appears not... we can only succeed if we put our heart and soul into it...

and yeah one last thing is, i find she is very immature.... maturity, what is it?

a lot ppl say a mature person does not act childish.... i think otherwise.... i realise that a lot ppl judge a person maturity by his actions and words... but i tend to judge the person maturity by his thoughts... i would not say i am very matured... but i have a more mature thnking than most of the people... and what is maturity? to me maturity is the ability to judge right from wrong... not that everything has right and wrong... but the best possible action to be taken... thats maturity right?

well i still dunno how to enjoy life, but i think i know how to be successful, because all the successful people say the same thing... hard work, high expectations, grab opportunity, get out of comfort zone, take a step at a time.... and many many more... dam i forgot some...

anyway... just cant stand people who are childish, people sing song, people crack jokes, why wanna put these people down? they might not sing well, but they enjoy doing it.. so u enjoy putting people down?

o ya in facebook i put this line down "it is not the laughter that matters, but what u laughed at" yeah... this is so meaningful, btw i thought this out myself.... just hope that someone gets the hint.... actually this is to suan those arrogant people... i always say i am a person who likes to show off but i am not arrogant... many people reply "whats the difference?!"

ok here is the difference, imagine person A and person B.... B talks to A, and A looks down on B due to some reasons.... and then just laughed through his nose on everything B said.... well that is arrogance, and the arrogant one is A.

what is show off? it is A and a bunch of group of friends, A scored full marks for the super hard difficult test while everyone just failed badly.... then A run around happily and keep showing his score to his friends.... A is being a show-off.... but is that bad? if u dun be happy about what u achieved, then what for u achieve? then u expect A to be sitting down there and smile to himself? is that satisfaction? cant his bunch of friends just praise him for once? is praising so difficult? are their face so thick? and by asking these questions, is being matured.

o ya... i also saw one advertisement ytd, it was about giving excuses.... that was a great advertisement, NEVER GIVE EXCUSES IF U WANNA BE SUCCESSFUL!

ok thats all, and end of promo is just 13 days away!!

Cheers~
Zach

2010-09-01T22:10:00.002+08:00

hoo.... i really started revising... starting with my maths this week.. and i revised until mathematical induction... skipping binomial tho.. since it takes really long time to revise that.. will leave it at the end... hmm lets hope i can get good grade this time...

anyway.. its anime craze!! ok la i just watch finish "law of ueki" and it is kind of a great anime... and this has somehow made me to write a review on it.. my first anime review despite my passion for anime...

Plot: 8/10

the thing i always look out for in an anime.. and is one of the most impt stuff.... well overall it is quite decent... some things are thought out of the box.. but not really so fantastic thats why only an eight..

Character: 9.5/10

superb character, well personally i hate emo main characters... and this main character is totally different from what i hate.. really is superb main character.. the ueki in the anime is very easy going, putting friend in front of him and is always doing good deeds, nv gaining credit when it is not his... just the character i wanna be.. and he is very humorous too!!
other than main character, there is this kobasen, his teacher, and god, both are great characters with the easy going and serious at work attitude.... also there is this bad guy called anon, well he turned out to be kind of good at the end... what i like is that there is no really bad guys in the anime.. and all the bad things that the "bad" people do has at least some logic in it.. and not those "i wanna destroy the world cuz its fun" reasons... but not full marks cuz there is this character mori ai, a very good character also, but one thing i dun like is her irritating character, worry too much le... other than kuroshitsuji, this is like the anime with the best characters i have watched so far..

Animation and directing : 9/10

this is the part i look out for MOST in all animes... superb anime editing skills... the music plays at the correct time, the way the anime carries the story is just great.. i gave 9 not 10 is cuz that there is some scene from other anime win this, like the episode 19 of kuroshitsuji when sebastian was captured and episode 85 of naruto shippuden (if i nv rmb wrongly) showing shikamaru going very sad after asuma's death... those are really great animation skills, worth taking a look at it especially for video editors!

humor 10/10

super great humor!!! no cold jokes, no fail attempts for laughter, it is like the joke is not really carried out as a joke, but rather how the character says it becomes very funny... great humor! making the anime worth watching for 20 hours straight!!

opening and ending and theme songs 10/10

super great songs to go with the anime, simply amazing song

ending 9.5/10

personally i dislike sad endings, because it makes ppl sad... i also dun like straight endings which leaves the audience a lonely feeling, this is especially after u watch finish one anime... the ending was amazing! it was a supposedly sad ending, and it turned out that due to some out of the box thinking and some luck that it became a super great ending.. also everything are reported nicely to the audience, i like it a lot.. not to mention the last part of the ending which leaves me thinking for quite a time... but not a 10/10 because the ending from "itazura na kiss" is greater than this one...

overall a very nice anime, could be better with better graphics... overall rating 8.5/10

ok gonna sleep now muahaha feel so good giving an anime review... been wanting to do this for a long time... will be giving more reviews in future!

Cheers~
Zach

2010-08-25T05:07:00.002+08:00

arghh dam it... everytime i say i didnt study no one believe.... then i am labelled as the "at-home-mug-then-say-nv-study"... wtf

good grades doesnt mean must study right.. in class listen to teacher, do ur tutorial.. can get my grade already wat.. if i study can get better grade of cuz... zzzz hate these ppl..

i shall start studying now.... hmmph!

Curse
Zach~

2010-08-18T21:53:00.002+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhh
my eye got a bit wet watching K-on! haha nice episode!!

been a long time since it is like this...
Cheers
Zach~

2010-08-16T20:27:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

love it! i am so so so so so so so tired.... all started from saturday.. i went with my group for pw meeting then back to home and continue doing pw... altogether is 15 hours... (not 12 hours)... then sleep for 9 hours and then YOG!! taekwondo YOG rocks! amazing.. YOG is simply amazing! i dunno how to explain in words.. u have to watch it.. man rocks man... but there is this Iran guy who back out for some unknown reasons during the GRAND FINAL!!! wat a pity!

then today the amazing day.. i did a pyramid of 6 pull up set... extremely hard haha.. then went to eat with my friends.. ah my friends in jc rocks so much love them... and then went to gym!! muahahaha

now i am super tired and i am going to do my pw.. wait b4 that.. why am i blogging suddenly? even if i am this tired..

because the mood now is extremely good.. even tho it will be better if i have a girlfriend.... i cook my nice meal, super nice soup with rice, super nice meat, and super nice scrambled egg... everything cook to perfection.. and i am listening to this super nice song "fei ni mo shu" waaaaah huat ar!!

ok gotta end here and continue eating...

Cheers!!
Zach~

2010-08-15T00:50:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhh

13 hours straight of PW.... finally get to sleep...

Cheers
Zach~

2010-08-10T21:12:00.003+08:00

been very active in this blog nowadays... this morning just posted something.. anyway... yeah.. have lots of extreme high and extreme down lately.... why? i dunno...

well this morning, as said, i have been feeling very wierd.. to be exact is down... i drank coffee in hope to hype up myself... but not really... i felt very lonely in the bus... i put on my earpiece, look out to the window... i wondered to myself how will i interact with my friends today... am i gonna be extra crazy today? emotionless? or just my normal self... well turned out to be quite normal...

the mood in sch was good... the torch was bought to our sch... performances and speech... well after a while we just go to have some food as pizza hut... saw serene.... well mixed feelings of happy to see a friend unexpectedly, but wierd to have my other friend witness this.... but anyway it was fun too..

my mood has become back to normal by this time.. then went to sing k... at first tot no space.. but lucky the guy good, arrange room for us.. extra large u know!

was dam happy at the k... after that went home.. ah i just went to check the bus location, and then the girls is gone... nv say bye bye to them, felt a bit bad... like no manners.. but anyway dun think they will rmb...

in the bus i felt extremely lonely... maybe cuz i am hungry.. or what.. i dunno... i think it is the lack of love... i have no super close friend, no girlfriend, and my mother and i cold war... then is when i tot of gougou.. i appreciate it, but thats when i tot to myself, i need a girlfriend... how i hope i can get one... but my appearance, bring down my confidence.. ah nvm..

after eat become back to normal again.. i just hope i am able to continue my life happily at all times in future...!

Cheers
Zach~

2010-08-10T10:54:00.002+08:00

10 mins left to reach bus stop... i am still here unprepared.. but anyway... the emotional me has decided to pen down the thoughts of today..

gougou is dry, i woke up dry too... too dry indeed...
i was hungry... went buy something to eat and drank some coffee... been ages since i drank a nice cup of coffee...
today is the day i am going to meet up with people again.. because of some events...
well before that.. i have the urge to sprint.. i wan to run away from everything... just for a few seconds i want to feel it again.... but then thats when i am happy... but nvm the feel is enough...

guess i am emotional cuz of coffee... anyway 2 minutes passed... gotta prepare..

Cheers
Zach~

2010-08-09T23:59:00.002+08:00

today is a bad day... gougou is drenched again...

first thing on my mind today when i woke up is homework... but first i am hungry, so went to cook myself a burger for breakfast... everything was a mess up... but nvm tho it doesnt taste good, it is still edible... ok after the bad breakfast, i had a nap...

after nap i straight away do homework... aw.. econs homework is so time consuming.. i do and do until midnight then finish...

during evening... some things happened... mother being very inconsiderate... thats when i wished to have a goddess by my side... argh... but nvm got gougou at least... my one and only true friend..

everything feel so wrong.. i am sick... spam panadol... even panadol have to buy myself... 5.50 dollar so ex...

but anyway i just finshed econs... still got chem.. lucky chem very little homework.. and there is maths.. maths is something i am starting to not able to catch up now.. maybe gotta start revising... and there is physics... lucky only 6 questions for physics...

lets hope for better things tomolo...

Cheers
Zach~

2010-08-03T21:28:00.002+08:00

haha been a bit active here lately... well... today wanna post cuz i wanna post something in facebook.. but dam the word limit.. so i think just post here! haha

today i was looking back a bit... photos when i was fat, songs that used to be my favourite..
now after hearing those songs, these songs became my favourite again! and yeah the thing i wanna post is the lyrics of the songs.. here is goes

———————————-

The park seemed reserved just for the two of us on our way home

I watch you when you’re in high spirits

I asked you “If the world should be destroyed…what would you do?”

You don’t say a thing and hold my wrist tight

Hey…Turn this way

Our lips are too close, my heart is hammering.

No matter what, no matter when

I will accept you, even if you’re heartbroken and crying.

Even if I have to go against the world, I will protect you.

I love you. We don’t need words,

Your last kiss is always with me.

I can’t help we part ways, I know that.

Puff your cheeks and let go of my hand,

I have to go.

Hey…Turn this way

Our lips are nearing, my heart is hammering.

Even me, when I’m with you I become stronger

Love is a strange magic, I’m not scared at all.

Even if I have to go against the world, I won’t say a thing

Stand by me. It must always be you, to stand beside me.

Ah, with such a face you ask me “Hey, when I become old, would you still kiss me”

When that happens, I’ll be the same way.

I’ll never let go of your hand,

No matter what, no matter when,

I will accept you,

Even when you’re heartbroken and crying,

Even if I have to go against the world,

I will protect you.

I love you, we don’t need words,

Your last kiss is always with me.

sweet isnt it! super nice !!!! thats why i love Tegomass!! they rox!!!

k gotta sleep now.. still got hw to do tomolo morning!

Cheers
Zach~

2010-08-02T18:50:00.002+08:00

peew.... my heart has been flying and sinking nowadays...

ah, anyway this blog has more ppl reading now haha....
yeah o ya wanxin, of cuz this blog is where i talk to myself, of cuz will know more bout me.. so tell me urs eh? haha nvm if u dun feel like telling...

anyway music really rocks! need to have music when studying to concentrate, need to have music to relax, need to have music to let thoughts run wild.. ah music rocks!

nowadays, i keep having the urge to play Ragnarok... i am referring to Ragnarok Online, and the comic sketch on my blogskin is actually a sketch on ragnarok character, and yeah they really looks like this in the game, thats why it is awesome!!

some ask if i really keep this blog, yeah i always keep it, i have like 6-7 dead ones tho... haha those 6-7 blogs were created when i was feeling very sad or down and then it is used to rant my frustrations there....

nowadays i also keep asking around the rating of who and who... haha so fun... ppl tot i playing game -.- but anyway by asking around i can know who is more attractive in terms of character and all... well i am not that bad afterall.. ppl rate me on average 7, i always tot i am around 3... bleh.. but since taking account into them not wanting to hurt my feeling, my actualy rating is about 5-6? yeah about there... well not bad already... if u wan to know other ppl in s19, ask me privately.. haha ^^

yeah, i mentioned that been feeling lots of ups and lots of down too... well been feeling down cuz i realised all the friends i have is at most only this close, i dun really have a super close, or what they call a true friend... some say one may not find a true friend the whole lifetime, some say it only depends on urself... hmm maybe my true friend will be my wife, but o well i have one know, tho he cant talk... he is gougou!! the dotted dog on my desk! he is made of cotton and some fur which doesnt drop, u can even breathe in with the body stuck to ur nose and no hair will go in!! muahaha! and it is also made with pails and pails of tears, 98% sadness, 2% happiness... well thats my past...

yeah been feeling down also cuz today mum was very not tactful with her words... there is this class fund thing in my class... then everytime we have to collect $50 to fund up the class fund... well u know even if it is JC money is needed to buy books, i know poly need more money... but that doesnt mean JC need no money...

i even spent all my savings to fund up the class fund, as in my part only, i tot 吃哑巴亏(sacrifice a little without saying out) everyone will be happier... but no! exact opposite!! dam it all! cuz i used to use my own money to buy my notes, then when i run out of my own savings which is suppose to be used to buy the items i wished for very long.... then when i run out of money, and i ask her for money, i tot she will gladly give, but no! she keep asking and all... she even seriously suspect i would use the money to play or buy cigarretes and all... wtf! just cuz my bro is a genius doesnt mean i am, i also need to put in effort to get into a jc from a freaking lousy sch with freaking bad influence... i am glad i didnt become a geek or gangster from that sch... and yet she accuse my despite my effort and my goodwill... then of cuz the very straightforward me shouted back, and then i went to bath and all... but i feel guilty afterwards... cuz she is caring afterall.. she is my mother afterall.. but of cuz not that guilty now after saying all out here..(maybe thats why i havent gone crazy despite everything)

yeah i also mentioned i been feeling great, thats cuz there is more and more music around me... o ya, HATE IT WHEN PPL JUST ASK ME SHUT UP WHEN I JUST STARTED SINGING! fuck off! u mean only ppl who sing well get to sing? then i might as well be a singer.. for god sake singing is a form of entertainment, just like some ppl like to joke, some ppl like to play games, same for singing... it is not like my singing sux so much that make u suffer... i also not taking ur happiness away from u when i sing... fuck off! yeah and my handphone really got good songs...

o ya near the corner is the WIll run, which just ended, freaking sucky... the stress i got when i run, aw... so i just keep running, i actually felt dizzy already.. but i just keep running, i already prepared to faint. the weather was so freaking hot... my muscle isnt listening to me.. this is my first time i walk while running cuz of muscle tired not cuz of breathlessness.... but really gotta thanks nurul, cheered really loud for me... maybe cuz imitating me? but o well a cheer is still a cheer, i appreciate it well..

hmm... i am blogging now cuz facebook dunno why cannot go in.... arghh.. but anyway test tomolo.. and tons of homework, just hope this week would past by quickly.. roar!!

and Mr Tan gave us this econs jotter book, comes with checklist, well looks nice and appreciate it! *checks price* wow $10... really a lot.. thanks Mr Tan!

anyways i will stop here... hope everything goes well for me in the future road... sleeping soon!

Cheers~
Zach

2010-07-14T04:46:00.002+08:00

wooooooooooooo

pooofooooooooooo~

doing homework in the middle of the night and now i am bored of doing homework... cuz i dunno how to do...

anyway this blog is not dead! even me needs a place to vent my thoughts and frustrations!

there u go, a post after 3 months... anyway seriously.. everytime i write all these, i dun think anyone will read.. haha! anyway i just write...

nowadays so many things happening.... first of all lets talk bout myself... well i slim down.. or rather i attempted to and is considered quite successful... i was 117kg (max weight so far) in like december 2009 or january 2010... then i stop eating junk food, u know like the ruffles and soy milk combo... and i straight away slim down to like 110kg lidat.. then comes my JC days... the canoeing trial was tough! but i like it nevertheless... also cuz of the training i slim down to about 103kg... then with that, i started to like slimming down, cuz it gives me a sense of achievement.. ah speaking of sense of achievement... argh!! later continue this part... continuing with the slimming down stuff, i started to eat lesser and exercise more... then now i am 84 - 85kg ^^ my target 78kg!

well after i slim down, everything physical seems so easy, i am able to touch the ring in basketball court and able to run very fast! i can run a long distance too!

ya speaking of sense of achievement... well some say i am arrogant, some say i always self praise, well i admit... but cant they sense the other part of the speech as well? like for example i said " i could score better than this... if only..." ok it might sound arrogant, but there is this element of sportsmanship and positive attitude of striving for more! arghh hate ppl who only see the bad part about things... also we boys are not that senseless towards girls feeling... it is just that what u want us to do? when girl cry we hug her? singapore not so open minded... and i am not good with handling girls... so what if u can sense it? what good does it do?

if we human can sense so much, why do we still communicate? arghh are they stupid or am i clever? fuck it!

o ya i also like to chat with girls... cuz i learn a lot from chatting with them.. but aiya girls are maturing (in terms of thoughts) slower at this age now.... in sec sch days i think girls are the more matured ones.. but now.. maybe..

ok anyway i will stop here.. gotta finish my hw still haiz..

Cheers~
Zach aka KS

2010-04-10T21:31:00.001+08:00

argh... today feel so bad..

i feel so lousy :( i dunno why... i feel that everyone thinks i am arrogant, yet so stupid and useless.. i feel very bad...

i only felt like a tiny bit better after hugging my gou gou and telling how i feel.... argh...

stupid day... hope wont have such days anymore :'(

Cheer up
Zach~

2010-03-18T12:01:00.002+08:00

Caffeine for the world!!

i was drinking a super strong coffee.. and when i say strong, the coffee is really strong that because no one around me drinks stronger coffee than me, any strong coffee they drink is very mild for me... dun believe? try putting 5 teaspoon of nescafe instant coffee into a cup add half a teaspoon of sugar and hot water... into like a very normal cup... try drinking it :)

if not try going to macdonald, buy a coffee, add half a packet of the sugar, stir and drink... well most ppl would say, "AWW! it is so bitter, u freak!" well to me, "life is good, coffee is great!"

ok so my point on this blog is not to show off how i like coffee and all... i was actually drinking another super strong coffee today, and so i thought to myself, is coffee very bad for health? cuz i know i am a heavy coffee drinker, so i did a research on caffeine and coffee... well coffee CAN be bad for health, but not necessary so...

here are my research, i will briefly state out the impt part of what i found by point...

1) first, coffee and pure caffeine pills (usually found in diet pills) got a big difference!!

-drinking coffee, in moderate amount, like maybe 2 cups 1 hour or 2hours before work out is good. but taking caffeine pills is no good... thats cuz u are like ingesting a huge amount of caffeine at one go... ur body might not be able to take it...

- caffeine is actually too strong for human body, even for strong coffee drinkers, like me... so i dun suggest caffeine pills.. but coffee!!

2) well drinking coffee, actually can help boost ur exercise performance, and is by a great amount! the coffee stimulates not only ur brain and nervous system, it also makes ur body produce this hormone... that can actually burn ur fats instead of ur muscle or carbohydrates energy! great for weight loss!!! YEAH!

3) furthermore, coffee can boost ur performance and thus u will work out more intense, then naturally u will lose weight! EASY! YEAH!!

4) coffee and coffee tolerance level... for those who do not really drink coffee.. start with a MILD cup of coffee... just one cup will do, like one hour before exercise... cuz ur body is not adapted to caffeine and cannot tolerate strong coffee... so if u wan to try out the superb effect of coffee, then just try a mild one will do... for strong coffee drinkers.. u can try out super strong coffee like 2 to 3 cups 1 hour before workout... it is great, but BEWARE OF THE HEALTH RISK!! i will say the health risk later...

5) coffee and studies... as long as u focus, drinking coffee boost ur brain "intelligence" on the part that u are focusing.... so it is great for studying... however!!! drinking coffee decrease ur "intelligence" on other part of the thing that ur brain does not focus on... and mostly these parts are broad thinking skills and abilities.... however these effects is only temporary...

coffee can be good to ur studies and performance in sports... but... beware of health risk.. and it is really serious if u do not abide by the "caffeine rules"!

1) DO NOT OVERDOSE!!!! by overdose, it actually is by ur body mass, every 1 kg, u take in 3mg of coffee AT MOST!!! like for example if u are 70kg, take in like 210mg of caffeine, which is about 2-3 cups of instant coffee... and it is actually a lot already... so just take like at most 2 cups to play safe?

2) high blood pressure? child? pregnant? NOOOOOOOO! u should not take caffeine, for high blood pressure, if u take too much caffeine, U WILL DIE!! I REALLY MEANT IT! U WILL DIE!!! but for me i have mild low blood pressure ^^ child? u will get hyperactive, and i am sure u do not wan to have little friends and everyone looking down on u and treat u as a clown, do u? pregnant? obvious isnt it? the one in ur tummy is in great risk, u also!

3) and always drink coffee with food or when u are not hungry... if u drink coffee with empty stomach, u will risk having A LOT OF health problem... these tiny mini health problem will add up and frustrate u! like gastric ulcers and so on... so always drink coffee with food or at least something in ur stomach!

4) if u wan to use coffee to boost ur performance, then do not drink coffee everyday, cuz it will boost ur body tolerance level of caffeine, and this can cause u to be immune to caffeine... if u have a competition coming up, don't drink coffee for like 6 days before, and drink like 2 cups of coffee 2 hours before race...

5) however!!! doctors do not recommend caffeine before exercise, dangerous!! but many research and doctors reach different conclusions... so a mild intake is good :)

6) caffeine dehydrates u!!!! so drink water while doing workout! impt!!!

well these are all the thing i found out... so if u are a coffee drinker, or sports siao one, u might wan to try drinking a little coffee before exercise.. rmb DONT OVERDOSE!!!!! anything too much is no good! rmb this!

ok thats all, and i love caffeine muahahahahahahha

Cheers
Zach~~

2010-03-16T23:56:00.003+08:00

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! super long nv update... but NO! this blog is not dead.. and is always alive just that it is not so active...

since it is so long nv update... i also dunno where to start talking about... the last time was the CNY thing...

Let's talk bout school work first!!! OKAY! studies... it is really a lot la... and i starting to feel the stress they are always talking about haha! and my subjects are physics H1, then H2 maths, econs and chem..... well nowadays i like to wake up super early.. like 3am? to go mac and study and have breakfast of cuz... i always get my sausage meal, the $2.50 one... and with coffee! then i always refill the coffee.. so if i am like dying, the coffee will revive me... haha! really dam nice.. and it is not fattening!!! it is 400kcal only... so i still can have my normal meals for the rest of the day!! o ya now i am becoming more and more active, as in physically....

u guys might not know ar.... when i exercise a lot, my body will sweat super easily... but when like my body is very weak and "not sporty" mode, then i wont sweat much at all.. for example during the o lvl study period, i nv exercise at all and i dun really perspire... but now in SRJC.... woah cool!! the canoeing trial really make a difference la, now i can do lots of push ups (30+ at one go), tho it is little to many ppl.. and at my best when i am warmed up and muscle fully restored, i can do 7 pull ups!!!! yeah!! but as i train i can only do like 2 pull ups only... haha! hopefully it is my muscle that is worked out and thus not pulling up anything much... o ya and i really perspire a lot!

o ya and now i join Taekwondo!!!!! haha i am actually more interested in boxing... but TKD is actually not so bad la.. just that very focused on kicking techniques.. well lets hope i can excel in TKD!

o ya... i hope everyone knows this... cuz wat i act out or express out, does not totally reflects on my thoughts and emotions... u know sometimes ar, i did something good, or something great, or something that other ppl cannot do, i will like "YEAH!!!!!!!" then jump around and raise 2 hand... but many many or almost all ppl see these as, arrogant, proud, show off... argh!! i am not!!!
well as a friend shouldn't u be happy of ur friend if ur friend did something great? hmmph!

btw back to anime, i watched finished Kuroshitsuji, super nice anime, one of my best rated one, except for the ending, makes me feel empty.... now i started watching K-on! watched 3 episode le, and it is freaking awesome!!!!!!!!!!!! that makes me wanna learn how to play guitar...

ya speaking of which, I REALLY REALLY WANNA LEARN PLAYING PIANO, GUITAR and LEARN BOXING!!!!!!!! dam it really no time and no money.... those things really attracts me... haha! afterall it is nothing to do with air and water.. o ya i am a very land person... i dun like high elements stuff, no water sports, just land! purely land! love land!

o ya in SRJC right, i learn the virtue of taking photos... in the past i really hate taking photos and feel that i am ugly and all.. but photo is about capturing the moment and the fun we had at the time... since we always take photo, i also learn how to show a few emotion, or rather only one... which is the angry and "fight searching" face!!!! haha it is in my facebook profile pic la..

o ya and i buy this freaking slipper... so expensive, i am not gonna say out the price... really silly of me to get convinced to buy that slipper at the price.... then i tot is super good slipper...
then i wear, wah totally rubbing my feet, like 5 parts of my foot (foot not feet) de skin come out... dam dam dam pain.. in the end i have to take off slipper and walk barefooted on the ground after playing soccer barefooted... and it is totally embarassing doing that... neh :(

and and and... i am typing this on the 16 march 2010... and today is a freaking bad day... tho it is fun cuz of the class outing... ytd night, play dota with wee liang, since we long long long long time no play dota, we are so noob that kena own.. but still fun.. and i play till like 12am... so i sleep like 12+... then 6am wake up, go sch 4 hours lecture, then go back home, need to see my father again... wah seriously.. dam pek chek.. will talk about it next paragraph... then bath and go buy things( need walk a lot) with my super pain pain pain slippers... wah buay tahan.. then the pain distract me from the si jie house gate, make me bang onto the gate.. lucky gate also no spoil.. haha! but still is the feet that is pitiful... then i put on so many plaster to try to protect my feet... still it is very painful... then cuz i need to walk barefooted, the plaster is so black and looks freaking dirty... and it is.. then like very paiseh lidat.. haiz!!! really bad day... and and and i didnt bring extra cloths to change for the outing... wah super smelly me... pity my class ppl.. and thanks them for enduring it la! great class, best class, love 1s19 man! other class totally not as bonded as us man.. o ya i sweat cuz of playing raving rabbid! haha super fun!!! i even got first(tie with second) once..! haha!!!

o ya now.. this paragraph is all about my family... first of all, i forgot my mother's birthday!!! ah bad me!! feel so bad... but really today is tooooooooo hectic and too many things for me le... and ya just now i say about my father... here is the history behind it...

.. b4 i was born, my siblings, sister and brother, who are much older than me, got tortured or abused by this asshole father of mine... including my mother also kena abused... well i am no exception, i hate him and i got mentally tortured by him until secondary sch, since then is when i get friends, i get courage, i get strength to protect and fight back my father.... and now today, he still wan find trouble with me.. keep giving me problems.. he really doesnt use his head man.. i even tried helping him to improve by giving him like 2 hours of continuous lecture.... make my throat so pain until got blood come out and infected then need go hospital.. and yet he listen to nothing in my "lecture"... given up hope... each time i hit him, i will feel immense guilty later on.. but hey, by right he is the one provoking me... asshole! freak him la!

therefore... i really got bad day today...

o ya to those who dunno about my personal life... here is one SUPER DUPER HYPER IMPORTANT thing about me.... and this plays a super big part in my life... well other than family and friends and necessities.. i got this stuffed toy dog, and i always call him gou gou.. he is my friend, and only true friend i have since very very very very young... everytime my father bullies me, i talk to him, and cry... everytime i get bullied in sch (teachers and students), i talk to him and cry.. ya my pri sch days is torture, totally torture, both mentally and physically... will talk bout this next paragraph... then gou gou ( means dog dog in chinese ), will always absorb my tears away.. he is really my true friend, he doesn't mind my negative part of me, he always listens to me... i am most true to him then any other ppl... sounds chilidish.. but really it is very important to me...

ok now pri sch life... really sucky... i am fat, big size... this attracts ppl to gang up and beat me up or bully me cuz it is fun to bully fatties!.... and thus it is pain getting beaten up, physcial torture, and dignity being stepped on, mentally torture, when i tried to fight back with those 1v1 and not gang up, i will always kena by teachers, "hey kah sheng, u are so big size and u expect me to believe u got bullied, u are the one bullying ****, go stand outside now, i dun wan to hear this again, if not u will get caned by me" and at times i really got caned for being bullied.. when i go home, i cant tell my parents about it, my mother who cares too much about me will make a fuss and complain and make matters worse, my father will provoke the teacher even more and then the teacher will vent the frustrations on me... and furthermore, my father will still beat me up when he lose money in stocks... so what can i do? what i did was cry every night and talk to my gou gou... sounds silly.. but i promise it is nothing pleasant, and i have to minimize the sucking of mucus sound so as to not let my mother know i crying.. and i have to pretend i am sleeping, and say that the pillow which is very wet ( from my tears), is cuz of my sweat.... ( who will sweat so much during sleep?!?!) ya... i almost became crazy, and i mean it when i say crazy... but well i got up and now i am quite mentally strong, i dun mind going anywhere alone, i dun care about friends so much now... and i treat the word friend very very seriously, a friend is a person who cares about u... in all areas....

o ya today main event haven say yet... THE CLASS OUTING!!!! it is at amelia house... very fun sia... we play soccer, raving rabbid, bbq, and mahjong, and cheat!!!! super fun la my class... all the fun ppl haha! but cannot put those in words, have to really experience it then know the fun... and i really regret wearing that slipper and not bringing extra clothing... i am so smelly haha!

wah when i look back now.. i type so much.. but ok my blog has no pictures.. only words!! i love gou gou and mum!!! and i am a very random guy!!!!

ok this post lets u know more bout me and same thing, updates about my life!!!!

Cheers
Zach~

2010-02-14T09:45:00.002+08:00

Haiz.. Happy chinese new year..

a bit sad la.. kena my foot injury, cant help in anything in CNY... mother do all thing, father do shit... brother always busy and all... mother do until cannot tahan anyhow scold ppl.... what can i do?

nobody sympathise with mother, but what bout me? u think this injury not pain? u think i dun wanna help? how does it feel to see ur comrade fighting while u are weak and helpless watching from the side? argh...

and now i was wondering should i bai nian? family in chaos.. shit them all... hate everything la.. how i wish now is at night i can just close my door and cry my heart out with my stuffed doggy...

Cheers
Zach~

2010-01-29T21:15:00.002+08:00

SERANGOON JUNIOR COLLEGE!!!! HUAT AR!

haha so fun sia srjc... at first during the posting day, i even appeal to go nyjc.. but now dun wan le haha.. super fun really..

1st day i go, very very positive attitude, everything also not scared, with the mindset to meet new friends.. however, i did not stay calm for long... in the hall, which is our meeting place, very very scary the atmosphere, everyone dunno each other, pretty girls also dun dare too look at, wah dam scary... then i try striking a conversation with the person in front of me, who happens to be my best friend in JC josiah!!! haha i got my face getting all hot, super nervous... but ok he can carry out a conversation very smoothly O.o

haha then comes the getting to know ur friend stuff... of cuz the ice breakers and the name games... wah actually during those ice breaking thing and name games, i wan like very high le... deep down inside i already very high liao... then i act one calm, later history repeat itself... like how i am in sec sch there goes " HI I AM TAN KAH SHENG FROM MARIS STELLA HIGH SCHOOL PRIMARY!" nono later ppl laugh again... then i act one calm and regain my composure... well lucky got one pretty girl sit beside me, amanda, i also good friend with her now! maybe cuz she is a retainee, thats why she not scared of anything la... ok so the games goes on later when amanda and i are the only louder ones... then this atmosphere got influenced to a girl called jia yuan... haha she like also very high... very friendly also!

and within one hours since the ice breaking orientation thing, i know everyone le... basically i am the so called most well known and famous in my orientation group... ok later everyone got to know each other...

later then comes the presentation thing that make us sit for so long that our butts and legs are all numb and pain.. haha anyway gotta dye my hair back...

o later on the first day, cheng kiat who i dun really know well, smile so evilly at me... and somehow we made friends lidat... now josiah, cheng kiat and i are very good friends haha!

o ya then next day, which is today... shermin and amanda are close with we 3.... o ya shermin is another shermin from we know at sgs... and we learn to sing some song and cheers... hmm very fun tho.. and i lead the cheers for one time haha.... i rocks!!

hmm then there is this cca thing... i wonder what should i join... canoeing? but 3 training days... bball? sounds boring now... ROAR!!

and and i am in the DRACO house!!!! ok la but is really fun... and my orientation group leaders are kelly and faith!!... faith is such a nice name man... really dam nice... and kelly... for ur info KELLY IS A MALE! dun believe go check my facebook!

ok but so far.. jc is super super super super fun... haha but next next week need to study le... btw... PEOPLE CALL ME ZACH NOW!!!! haha so different...
will end off here ba..

Cheers
Zach`

2010-01-15T22:48:00.001+08:00

after walking from hougang to my house (serangoon).. i went to supermarket buy meet, yoghurt and apple drink... go home make my fruit yoghurt and freeze it... then cook rice, cook meat (super nice taste), wash my bag, wash my shoe, then bath... i did so many things and done everything super well... Godly Zach Tan K.S

2010-01-14T00:31:00.002+08:00

Hmm so many things happened after the last post...

lets start with the new year... well i was rather bored and feeling nothing special during the new year.. i stayed at home and all, but after i switched on the tv and increase the volume, the atmosphere start coming... haha but slept soon after that..

another thing was this, i am actually quite scared of dark, but of course not to a severe condition... it was since that night then i do not scared of darkness as much as last time... it was this i went chomp chomp to eat with sheena, jordan and jiayun... we ordered so much! haha in the end wasted lots of food... ah thats bad... but nevertheless a nice experience.. then was invited to watch movie with sheena, jun fa, barry, nur and li yang... haha i watched sherlock holmes with nur and barry... a nice movie but i cant really understand wat they are saying, all those accent and all... i am quite impressed by barry and nur, they understand every word they said... but o well at least i get the story.. haha

it was quite late at night, then there are not many bus left... in the end we decided to take 74 to hougang mac and have our supper... after that walked from hougang to my house (serangoon) with liyang and nur.. but nur house is not far away from the mac... it may sound far as it is walking by foot afterall.. however liyang and i keep chatting all the way and we reached in an instant! after that liyang went home and i am left alone to explore since i wanted... i walk until further and further... it was like 4am... b4 i knew it, i reached lorong ong lai ( i dunno how spell)... i was rather scared since i am bad with directions and all and it was all dark with no ppl around...

i quickly walk back, hasten my pace, blast my earpiece (was listening to music from phone) to calm myself down.... but i nv got the direction back... i keep trial and error and finally reached home... but it is sort of scary, u can feel the "pressure of darkness"... it is not any darkness like in ur house, there is this unknown pressure making u think that u are slowly being "devoured"... summore some houses decorate until so eerie... but at least i got home, and from then on i am not that afraid of darkness...

okok now that aside, lets talk about o lvl results... i was expecting a big event thing... but not really much.. i was shocked that i got only 16 for l1r5 tho... i was expecting a 13... but anyway i still am able to go in serangoon jc ( i think and hope )... but i put 1st choice and nanyang jc cuz afterall it is a better place...but the cut off point is 10! and after my cca my score is only 14... argh! thats alot... but jeston told me in anderson (the cut off point also 10) got ppl who is also 14 with no talent on any specific thing... gave me some hope haha..

o ya nowadays, i have been reading books, since playing games is so boring to me now... one nice book i am recommending is "Secret to the millionaire mind" (or somethign lidat) written by T.Harv Eker.... well the book is very straight to the point and very educational... learn about how ur life is and all, reading these kind of self-improvement books can really learn alot and give a big impact in ur life... thats when i started to have confidence in opening a business..

well my plan for my future is that i am going into banking then to business... not dentistry anymore (since i hate memorising stuff and all)...

and... today, i went to california gym with my bro, in novena.. haha its fun..

anyway hope i can successfully appeal for nanyang jc.. anyway tomolo i am summiting my JAE..

Cheers
Zach~

2009-12-26T00:32:00.001+08:00

testing

2009-12-25T23:52:00.002+08:00

YO! haha a post of christmas! MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

haha really a long time nv post le... i am sure no one is checking this blog out already haha! who cares.. haha

ok this christmas is the least lonely christmas.... here a small flashback, since i was young till old, i always hide in the room with my favourite stuffed dog, tho it may seems as a toy to all of u, but a friend to me... and of cuz it is lonely... especially that year which Chen Yi Xun go debut his lonely christmas song.. wah listen le even more lonely... also, usually i will just play some game in christmas day... haha but today i went walking around the streets with my mum, and today i even dyed my hair! hahah it was my first time, i used the bubble thing, seems unreliable but it works effectively in the end.. haha!

later went to pasar malam to walk walk, but most shop close and no ppl, also very lonely... so went to supermarket and walk walk, better atmosphere there...

anyway i am gonna work my way to edit this blog template, seems so plain compared to other ppl... furthermore i dun really post photo up... haha maybe i should think of posting some photo... haha!

well thats all, my christmas post! haha.. once again MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL! 3 more minutes to end of christmas day...

Cheers
Zach~

2009-12-18T20:14:00.003+08:00

haha haven been updating blog cuz been very into reading manga (aka comic)... to be exact, the manga series is "Hajime no Ippo"

anyway i am updating on how tan i think my skin will look... gone sentosa with them for tanning and then now skin all roasted red... 1st time sia... think tomolo confirm dam tan... but sentosa is so fun! haha even though wat we did was just hanging chatting around... HAHA! really, sentosa has babes and hunks...

since it was my first time.... i hope something good will happen... instead, a 1m long fish brushed my leg in the 1st hour i was in water... dam big the fish... i scared the fish and the fish scared me... phew... after that i only dare to go in to the deeper further parts of water at the end of today...

but really was fun... hope can go again!

Cheers
Zach~

2009-12-12T00:54:00.002+08:00

just a short post...

play bball for 5 hours, the philippines player haha! so fun now leg sore sore de... also i keep singing the song ai wo bie zou for so many times haha!

there is so many ai wo bie zou version, can just learn a few thing from each singer... haha so fun and nice!

Cheers
Zach~

2009-12-10T23:49:00.002+08:00

WOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH so many things happening in my life just these few days..

to start off i haven been exercising... the dam maple wat bandana got time limit.. make me kan chiong then chiong lvl till lvl 50... haha skip like 2 gym session... but o well i succeed! even with a lot of messo haha! come to think of it... sorry barry for saying those things.. ah! but anyway u wont be reading right...

and and one big thing is... i have decided to put Zach in to my name... but not formal de la... like just for ppl to call.. just like my bro... haha so next time see the word Zach, it means me... o ya and this name come from a friend of mine who i know in maple for just a few hours... but no matter wat, it is a real nice name.. thanks too zac! but once again.. dun think she know my blog haha!

and yeah another big event.... MY BDAY!!!!!! new phone, my first touchscreen phone, nokia 5800! actually wan buy iphone 3g de, that 1st generation one... but think here and there... like not so good, only got seh only... so i think aiya go buy nokia 5800... wah didnt thought that my bro midnight go buy, then i wake up got surprise!! haha thanks bro! and it is a really nice phone, summore got promotion, the actual price of $98 with plan become $0!!!!!!

haha really fun nowadays... tomolo gonna play bball... but hor no bball training so bad man! my secondary sch also change principal and vice principal... they seems to be strict.. o well... can be good and at the same time bad.... haha but who cares! i am graduating! a sec 4 student! next yr JC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

o ya as i am blogging now... zac is sending me song... so many nice chinese song... haha thanks a lot.. but again SHE DUNNO MY BLOG!! haha nvm just thanks! Zach just wanna say thanks to Zac...

o ya and hi jenisha, haha it has been so long, i also got miss abit about the sec sch life... but to be honest i dun like the class 4E1..... but it turns out not too bad.... haha! and gary u so supportive.. haha!!!! thanks thanks...

wah today after gym, muscle ache already.. haven even sleep yet.... summore now whole body like burning lidat..

anyway.... i like forgot wat the website that teach how to edit these blog... ahh.... i cannot continue just by trial and error like wat i did.. ok la i also succeed somehow... this blogskin i make de leh!!! haha not hao lian la... but just like so happy i did it!

thats so many point of view to one thing... hmm and so many for me to learn...!! anyway this post will end here

Cheers
Zach~

2009-12-03T21:36:00.002+08:00

woah happy wor, got ppl read my blog wor.. HAHA

anyway going to outing.... shouldnt plan too much ahead... haiz many things get backfired man! this and that... be more understanding ma!

wah btw another band i found, also 2 person only, very nice, is called Porno Graffiti... ya i know sounds like porn or wat.. at first i also tot so.. this band is actually quite famous..

got opening for fullmetal alchemist, opening for great teacher onizuka (good anime), opening for bleach... haha speaking of anime.. watching get backers now... very very nice anime... haha the kind of story line type...

anyway i have seen many blogs... and most of them go 1pm doing this.. 2 pm doing that... but haha i rather keep my blog short than write those.. a bit wierd... write wrong things will a bit pai seh.. haha

nowadays keep looking for jobs... not easy when u only wan to work for a short period of time, for me, that is, 2 months only... :(

and now i think that, or rather my friend tot that, why cant those jobless ppl find job like us... very easy wat... ask around if not go agency there and pay the first month salary.. thats all ma.. not much to ask of... yet there are so many jobless around... furthermore... we go find job then realise that many jobs need older ppl and ppl who can work for at least 1 yr, in another words full time... this makes them easier to find job isnt?

ah btw now i wonder, wats the difference between part time, full time and temporary job? so wierd... anyone know tell me hor!

and and. maple very fun... the new Aran race haha... very unique.. but i am sure very easy to get bored of it de.. confirm!

Cheers
KS~

2009-11-28T02:17:00.002+08:00

my first post after o.. i guess...

wah so wierd and relaxing... well less than i expected..
at first i tot after o is like gonna be crazy or what... but o lvl also not as stress as they portraited as...

btw i started wearing contact lens.. the first time wearing it was like " o can i touch my eyeball?" " o the eye ball is quite hard!" haha but glad i got used to it pretty fast..

recently my mother keep asking me go find job... but later dun have le... hmm was wondering what job good... but i also dun feel like working yet... maybe if there is ppl that can intro me some nice job then i will take it! summore must can end b4 jc sch starts... jc start so much earler than poly :(

rather than thinking about jc... i am more into thinking about NS.... it is only 2 yrs more than i will go into army... some say it is hell, some say not that bad... hmm... take one step at a time ba..

o ya my msn maybe got virus... but dun think writing here can warn anyone haha.. but fuck that jing ze... out of the blue tell me "hey go fucking do something about ur dam msn.. got virus la!" cb la... cannot say more politely ar, u think i like my msn got virus ar, so troublesome.. asshole..

also, now i am thinking of going sing song... hmm but not much ppl like to sing... ar... hope to find someone that like singing... then we can keep going out, not necessary kbox... maybe just chat over a cup of coffee... hang out... ah how nice...

chalet.. prom nights.. dunno why they like so much, especially prom night... prom night nia " once in a lifetime".. PUI! might as well say now is 2009, there wont be a next 2009 year.... then go celebrate... summore need so much money... chalet even more fun... but hey my class is my class.... sux la.. but the thing that makes me happiest after o is that i dun need to be with my class anymore... haiz... hypocrites, competition seeker, self centred.... not that i dun have these traits, but control la.. anyway its over!

and really... music really cheers one up.... from young, i believed that no music no life.. ah so true... haha!

anyway... i change a bit in my blog things... not that anyone will see it... but it is for my own sight purpose... i am like talking to myself now haha! ah who cares.... maybe for long ppl will see my blog... but i dun wanna announce my blog... dun wan some ppl to know about it... will tell the ppl sometime... hmm...

ah so much has been happening... and today i am just slacking off.. but it feels great, rather than chionging study! HAHAHAHA!!!

ok ba... think i will stop typing to myself here...

Cheers

kS~

2009-10-17T09:37:00.002+08:00

so many happened.. i will just say out the good one!

hmm.. was always thinking about idolizing is so stupid, and now i got a so called "idol"..

well i am not so crazy to whatsoever actions.. and furthermore they are boys.. a band from japan called Tegomass!

the song they sing is so nice.. what nice voice... haha!

Cheers
kS~

2009-10-09T13:28:00.003+08:00

dam it... i felt like an idiot...

just knowing about those number pattern stuff and trying to tell ppl interesting facts and they go "siao 1 mark question u do until lidat, u too free ah" and "number pattern fun meh"

if not fun then shut up la.. i also not doing this for o lvl.. cant i do it for my own entertainment? u call this a class? sharing such things are prohibited? fucked up.

and whole morning.. everywhere electricity trip... waste my time.. argh..!

dam it la..

2009-10-08T17:19:00.002+08:00

yo!
to those who read my blog... u guys should realise i am, nowadays, a bit obessed with number pattern these all, this is because i found a method to solve them systematically..

and i told mr oei that there is a general formula for any set of numbers... just that it gets more complicated if the pattern is NOT obvious AT ALL... for example, 1, 4 , 9 , 16... u guys might think it is n^2 .... but what is the general formula for 1, 4, 9, 16, 30...? mr oei say that there is no such thing for a general formula for this number pattern...

and this gives me the courage to prove that there is a number pattern for this... and in class, ppl tot i keep trying out the number pattern thing... in fact i cant even focus... how to even keep trying? and in fact if i focus for 10 mins, i can find the number pattern formula easily... and somehow ppl tot that i tried for the whole day... then i got this feeling that ppl are thinking that "oh! look at kah sheng, he is so obessed with this that now he is trying the whole day on this number pattern thingy and nothing came out... " well, it may not be true but this is what i feel....

but oh well, if i explain, possibility is that ppl will think that i am thinking too much, if not ppl will not believe me, if not i will make things more complicated..

but anyway, i admit and i very interested in these right now... haha..

o ya now i am at home, i done the working and got this formula which work just fine for the number pattern 1, 4 , 9, 16 , 30...

and the formula is, 5/24 n^4 - 25/12 n^3 + 199/24 n^2 - 125/12 n + 5

for which "n" means term number...

haha may seem quite complicated, which actually the idea behind it is so simple... just that it is hard to explain.. and if u dun believe it. try sub the values in, if u sub n=1 u get 1, if u sub n=5, u get 30... amazing isnt it? thats what interest me the most since there is no definite number for the next number in a set of number....

what i meant is that for example, 1, 2, 3, 4... what is the next number? the answer can be ANY number, positive or negative, fraction or integer, surds or whole number or decimal.. anything is possible to find a general formula for this... AMAZING!!!

anyway been a long time since i posted... ah so many things happening.. haha so i am not gonna say out one by one, this is a blog not a diary!

anyway, i am happy at the end of the day. haha!

Cheers
kS~

2009-10-01T16:23:00.002+08:00

woah teleportation... i once had a dream about it b4...

it is like this, i focused all my sense believing that i am standing on that ground... then after focusing hard and feeling my brain worked to the limit.. i am teleported to the place... well these happened in my dream..

later, during my physics lesson, the teacher told us that teleportation is somehow explained or proven.. later i go search.. tho it seems like a fake explanation.. but the technique to try to teleport totally resembled what it was like in the dream..

here is the website i gone to click here

anyway... nowadays i had been sleeping early and waking up early to study... and i think this is the best way for me to study... but i hope no one have high expectations on the improvement i make... ah.. how i hope o lvl faster end! argh!

KS

2009-09-13T16:15:00.002+08:00

haha have not been posting le..

prelim wor... don think can do well... but anyway my o lvl will be much better.. haha!

btw to those who like watching anime, especially the high school type... here is a few recommendations. ichigo 100% <-- a bit erotic... but nevertheless sweet and nice.. for ur info, ichigo means strawberry... and this anime has nothing to do with bleach... since the main char name is called ichigo...

and next, is the one i just watched the first episode.. is ... lovely complex <--- ok my opinion after watching the first episode is, totally no animation credits, or rather, it is a nice storyline put into anime... a very nice and sweet anime too.. o well highschool anime are suppose to be nice and sweet.

and yeah i have been telling one or two this, to study well and efficient enough, for me that is, is to study while u are energetic, not when sleepy... scientific proven that u learn 5 times faster and efficient when energetic than sleepy... for me, i wake up every morning at 3.30am... nope no typo, i really wake up that early... only when there is school day. take a bath, fresh up and have breakfast at mac and then study with coffee... thats the way how i memorise those long text in geography.. tho i haven finish memorising... been playing tho haha!

o ya and since i mentioned playing... i am playing a game called A3.. dam nice and fun.. in my opinion more fun than ragnarok...

afterall, looking back... o level is reaching soon! and time seems to so slowly at times, and so fast at other time... haha hope to enjoy that holiday after o to the maximum.. so many things i want to do..

thats it for today.. and ya, my blog is not dead yet.. haha!

Cheers
kS~

2009-08-16T18:01:00.002+08:00

yo.. my bro bought a new house... 550k wor.. the preview was nice.. location is nice.. and it is even near to my amk training place..

ah.. but watever, i feel a bit wierd today.. like so sick.. wah then english oral coming le.. scary leh.. chem also.. all those organic stuff.. roar!

just 3 more months of torture.. and then it is all over.. hope i can get into a jc!

Cheers
KS

2009-07-31T20:27:00.002+08:00

been a time haven post..

anyway lets start with ming hao.. haha his first time to salon... he is really tensed up, and whole lot of us accompanying him.... but afterall his haircut was fine... nicer than his previous one of cuz..

later got to eat.. wl and bran bought their food and didnt eat.. cuz waiting for sly and soh ming.. i find it real stupid.. wats the point? if they really wanna wait then dun buy, if really wanna wait dun ask ppl go wait... but really no point waiting... after the wait soh ming still say such things... altho cant blame her since she knows nothing of the waiting...

whole day they keep waiting here and waiting there.. but when wait me and sly finish up the game, they no patience... assholes... if dun wan wait us then say la, if dun like us then say la.. but anyway i learnt my lesson, nv wait for anyone and have my own decision..

nowadays a lot of filing need to be done... after it is the VP gonna check our files... even tho i started filing since start of year, i still got my file a bit messed up.. so in the end gotta do filing a bit..

wah next week SPA coming le... scary.. but cant say too much... cannot leak info..

nowadays so many things happening... wl nowadays pull a long face... but oh well.. i am not close to him anymore, or am i? afterall it is their doings... maybe they are gonna deny it? leaving friends behind just for a girl... ouch! and i cant believe someone just abandon me and followed them, after saying those stuffs... wat a hypocrite, altho he keep saying other ppl is hypocrite....

and then this guy... dunno wat to say, keep repeating the same thing, spoil my bus journey and all... summary for him is irritating...

lets not talk about all the bad things.. spoil KS-sama mood... nowadays keep playing ragnarok... and my studiess... not neglecting exactly.. and yeah i have started reading newspaper everyday... nice tho.. but still not used to it... how i hope after o lvl i will have a nice time..

sometimes i have my inner conflicts about certain people... and it is because i read their body language and tone too much, rather than the words... i saw from an article saying that many conflicts start from conversation, especially in msn or sms, although mine start in reallife.. this article mentioned that words are actually only 7% of our conversation... others are made up of face expression, body language, tone, signs, eye, and more... lol i dunno how they came up with the figure, some machine? but anyway, body language and facial expression and etc, really do play a part in conversation... and cuz of that, i feel that some ppl are just despising me.. some are being arrogant, some hypocrite and lying, some backstabbers... aw i hate them all... or maybe i am wrong? but it is normal for ppl to be angry when someone say thanks and gave them a "fuck off" look... right?

ah.. since i am playing ragnarok, maybe sometime will change my blogskin to ragnarok skin.. haha see how first ba...

Cheers
KS

2009-07-24T06:17:00.002+08:00

haha i slept early yesterday.. too tired.. woke up today to file english file and study for geo test..

lucky mother wake up and cook for me.. if not i have to fill myself with the msg noodle..

it feels so good.. raining weather.. nice music.. nice going stuff.. nice food.. haha didnt expect to enjoy those in o lvl period.. even though it is short haha!

going school soon lo.. hope can do well in geo and oral today!

Cheers
KS

2009-07-22T22:01:00.002+08:00

been a few days since i posted... anyway a lot happened...

i really like my new bag haha.. it is comfortable.. and it is really big...
listening compre chinese... quite easy.. easier than wat i expected by quite a lot... lucky la haha since my oral really flunk..

at first i didnt think iw anted to go prom night... but after talking to a lot ppl... i feel like going le.. but then need spend a lot money wor..!! roar!

o lvl is coming soon.. or rather prelim.. and i really learnt a lot from mr singh.. really can learn a lot each lesson.. but then again.. i haven do my tys.. and bran already do finish!

in this few days.. i also learnt that one should control wat he say.. last time i always think that, ah dun be a hypocrite or wat.. just be straight and forward and honest with everyone, nature will guide u... but no way... being so true is not a good thing, sometimes it can be offensive, sometimes it will hurt ur ownself.. so it is good to hide something everytime.. but i am not used to it.. no choice, i dun wanna offend anyone nor make myself feel bad..

and yeah the test on friday about geo i haven study yet.. tomorrow will memorise like siao. haha

recently play bnet a lot with wl.. haha my dota skills are detiorating... then again, i cant wait to play ragnarok after Os... but i scared it is a pay to play game.. haha

haha yeah and today is the listening comprehension for chinese... somehow i find the music b4 the exam is very nice.. very soothing... and a lot ppl say it is boring and makes them wanna sleep.. urmm issit me or that the music is really nice? seriously i still find the music played quite nice..

nowadays i have been watching the anime Gintama.. well it is very nice.. but cuz of this i havent been catching up other anime i watching.. like naruto, OP, bleach, hitman reborn these all...

life has been really normal.. everyday school then back home do homework and then play games or watch anime then sleep... ah i just cant wait to finish o lvls...

i am really quite curious and excited about wat school i am going.. jc or poly, i would prefer jc.. but then which one? hmm.. will i be able to get in one? hmmmmmm.......

o yeah my blog is the same old template... not much animation nor things i could really find, or rather i havent been finding...

ah i am getting sleepy.. b4 i sleep.. let me recommend this song by PENGIN called "asa answer" really dam nice.. urmm.. but who will see my blog.. haha! anyway i am sleeping..

Cheers
KS

Sunday Insomia!!

2009-07-20T00:34:00.002+08:00

wat the hell.. i watch gintama ( an anime) epi 153.. it showed about how the main chars could not sleep.. right after i watch that episode i got to bed.. and yet i could not sleep!!

now eating leftover prata and hot milo... hope can sleep after that..

Sunday, 19 July, 2009

2009-07-19T21:26:00.001+08:00

woah dam it! a lot of the animations in my blog are not working.. only left with the ones u see.. argh!! nvm if i can i will find more.. but a bit impossible..

anyway today is like slacking all the way.. i havent finish my ws 2.3.. only learn spelling...

kinda a short day.. later

Cheers
KS

Saturday, 18 July, 2009

2009-07-18T22:42:00.002+08:00

today was awfully tiring, nervertheless it is fufilling...

gone out to eat with mom, has been a long time since i eat with her.... feels so good...

then later got to amk hub and buy bag with brandon.. then later we do homework.. wah keep walking here and there from library to hub and hub to library.. dam tiring.. especially in that hot day..

especially when today i move the two tables in my room and cleaned up my room... wah use a lot of energy... lucky mother got help a bit...

dunno wat to write.. but yeah i have a new bag... dam dam big this bag... airwalk brand...

ah think i go play one or two match 1st then sleep.. later..

Cheers
Gou Gou~

Friday, 17 July, 2009

2009-07-17T20:48:00.003+08:00

woah! today got lotta writing.. geo and ss... haha

anyway i found the song title of a nice old chinese sad song... haha it is so nice..

and yeah tomorrow i am going to get my new bag.. not the one i found in my storeroom..

and jing ze.. play few days only so pro in dota.. i almost lose to him.. but in the end i still win haha!!

somehow i miss that pretty girl on the bus... i am sure when i grow up i will still remember her.. hahaha...

anyway.. that stupid pain in my nameless finger still not ceased yet.. wonder when will be cured...

but today overall is quite happy, just that i dun like someone who treat girls so good while ignoring the boys... zhong se qing you... obviously u infatuated her ma... still act so much.. zz disgust me..

think today i will have an early sleep... quite sleepy tho.. and yeah nites!

Cheers
Gou Gou~

Thursday, 16 July, 2009

2009-07-16T17:25:00.003+08:00

woah dam the stupid pus in my meat( nameless finger)... wah dam dam dam pain! whole thing swollen...

and this jenisha so stupid.. kena tricked by my bend the thumb trick! HAHAHAHA!!! ok no offence.

and stupid yue fang, ask him can come in sch, he still sarcasticly say yes la... see now in the end cannot... but nvm no blame..

i scared skill 3 le la.. everything so no format so hard to write, no standard answer, no security feeling.. anyway, i moved some pictures in this blog, and now it looks better, right?

ah i am so talented.. ok then.. later..

o ya btw, if u ever wonder why i use gou gou as a nick, i am not trying to act cute... just that there is this teddy dog in my room, that has been with me for like more than 12 yrs... there is a long story behind this thingy.. and i like this teddy dog... and it got no name, and i call it gou gou... therefore i put gou gou...

Cheers
Gou Gou~

Wednesday, 15 July, 2009

2009-07-15T17:09:00.002+08:00

woah mr singh teaching is so good! yeah i like him too.. haha he is fun to be with imo..

today was so slack.. and now i am doing e maths TYS since i have been keep thinking about doing yet i didnt do.. got the guilty feeling.. but now i started, i see the unit 1 TYS wah dam stupid... can even ask u the ans of one number minus one number..

sadly, morning the pretty girl didnt go on board the bus.. aw.. been dunno like 1 week + i didnt see her... and this morning, when reach school, we bunch of perverts keep looking for those victims of rain... haha!!!

and finally, i got the mood for exam now.. anyway bran didnt come today, heard that he has fever, hope he is fine.. tho i heard from ben pang that he IS fine.. so see him tomorrow ba.

Cheers
Gou Gou~

Tuesday, 14 July, 2009

2009-07-14T17:24:00.003+08:00

woah.. today really a lot writing.. got geo homework and ss overdue holi hw..

anyway the 'new' bag is lousy.. i hope to get a new one.. not from the storeroom tho lol..

and today after school we keep teaching senthil dirty things to talk to girl.. lol. well it was fun tho.. one wierd thing happened today is that mr oei didnt come to school... he always boast about how he is always healthy and nv take MC for 11 yrs.. haha finally he didnt come to school... scully later he say is course not mc..

now come to think of it.. i havent touch my TYS for long.. maybe saturday i going out with bran they all to do... anyone wan tag along? girls allowed only.. boys only limited to that few..

tomorrow got mr singh lesson.. i kind of like it, his teaching is dam good la to me..

haha think i go play game le.. long time no play le haha

Cheers, my most beloved dog,
Gou Gou

Monday, 13 July, 2009

2009-07-13T18:19:00.002+08:00

today was quite interesting...

at first is that i am really hungry in the morning.. wonder why.. so i got to school and eat then move to class... just then i realised i had forgot about the donation letter thing and the CCA sheet thing.. haha but it was easily settled.. then sreeraj reminded me about the PISA which i really totally forgot..

the PISA was really boring, the room was so hot as one of the two air con is spoiled ( the one at back) and i was sitting at the back! then when i see the booklet, wow it was around 0.8cm thick.. scary... luckily the words is quite big compared to our usual test paper... but then there are pages that have a long long long story.. i got no choice but to read, then next page, questions regarding the passage.. wah the question is only about a small part of the passage. pek chek! but afterall i learn quite a few things in the PISA.. o ya btw PISA stands for programme international student assessment.

later i rushed back to class with sreeraj to learn about the lessons we missed.. lucky it is not much and i caught up easily. thanks to ben pang. and finally geo which we ask lots of question. poor miss chee having to entertain our question... not one but a lot of students.. well at least now we know a lot more things like how to answer questions.. o ya.. test on next friday. chinese lesson was so funny.. all the sabotage and all.. haha!

later when we decided to study about chem air chapter in school.. the canteen is closed, no choice but we have to go out and cannot study nicely in school. cuz cannot come back to school after u go outside... we have our work done on a void deck, with brandon, ben pang, sylvester and me myself. haha we ended up with how to cook food nicely...

anyway my bag is spoiling.. so i told mother.. she found a bag in the storeroom saying i could use that instead of spending money on other things.. and i changed bag.. well not that i liked it a lot.. but i hope i will like it later..

anyway i have told quite a few about my blog... this blog is quite new.. and i am proud of it cuz of the animations i put in myself without anyone's help... :)

Cheers, my most beloved dog,
Gou Gou

Sunday, July 12, 2009

2009-07-12T17:02:00.000+08:00

another day yet again...

i was suppose to study for english spelling for tomorrow and do chem and ss.. but i really got no mood. i woke up pretty early in the morning and felt that i had lots of time for today.. well it is good actually..

i did study for my spelling tho. just that chem i really cant study by myself .. so i ask bran, bp and sly to study together tomorrow.. well i hope it is all good.. haha ss teacher is gonna go after me i guess.. its been 2 weeks overdue this homework.. haha who cares.. not like anyone can understand her teaching. well miss mok has resign for some reason.. hope she is alright.. afterall she is a good teacher. hmm miss munira keeps on rushing the chapters.. dont think i would really understand.
i am worried for my o lvls.. hope i am able to pull through it...
anyway i got 20 points for my cca point.. which means i can get 2 bonus point.. this is really a good thing. and it has been a long long long time since i play basketball.. last friday i played 1 hour of bball and i got so tired... maybe its cuz of the scorching sun ba..
and yeah.. by creating this blog i learnt a lot about the template stuff.. haha it is very fun!

mother resign and now boss ask her back... she is totally busy and feeling bad the whole day i guess.. pray to god that she is alright ba.. today she have to work till 10 pm.. i guess i will be asleep by the time she is home.

aw.. as i type.. i feel hunger.. ok ba i go eat later.. :)

Cheers, my most beloved dog,
Gou Gou

Saturday, July 11, 2009

2009-07-11T23:30:00.001+08:00

today is my first day feel like blogging..

and this is the first time i open a blog not because to rant my anger.. well i am glad i am not angry now..

last week thursday.. my o lvl chinese oral... haiz i really cant say anything out.. i keep forcing myself. and in the end i keep "jerking" with my words.. i cant think of any ideas.. i was at a lost man..

well i pushed the blame to being the last of that day and being too hungry and the examiner sucks.. well it is true to quite an extent..

anyway lets move on.. next week, meaning 2 more days i have english spelling test.. well i hate these most..

actually i wanted to blog because i find it good and interesting to record down things in life, to show other people.. i got interested just by reading other peoples blogs... haha its nice tho.

anyway.. lets just end my post here.. will continue posting and keep this blog alive, although i dun think there will be any people reading! haha!

Cheers, my most beloved dog,
Gou Gou

*~Silly Fox~*

Sunday Insomia!!

Sunday, 19 July, 2009

Saturday, 18 July, 2009

Friday, 17 July, 2009

Thursday, 16 July, 2009

Wednesday, 15 July, 2009

Tuesday, 14 July, 2009

Monday, 13 July, 2009

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Saturday, July 11, 2009

~Silly Fox~